November changes
I know that you will think I’m crazy. I know that I have only been single for just under three months. I know that I met the New Viking only three weeks ago. But the New Viking is now the New Boyfriend, and I am falling in love with him.
It is absolutely astounding to me that the moment I decided only to go out with men from a fairly narrow physical category, actively discriminating on physical appearance alone, that I met this prince of a guy, with the biggest heart and the brightest smile in the world. I know that the “blonds only” rule would have ended soon enough; I’m not an idiot, after all, and I knew that the rule was idiotic, just a way for me to fool myself into thinking that I was in control of my dating relationships.
I was reluctant to move forward too quickly, knowing that the heart outpaces the mind. I know all this, but when the right one comes along, you don’t throw that away.
I fear that this blog is going to become significantly less interesting; unhappiness tends to produce the best writing, at least in my own case. And I can't remember the last time I was this happy.
It is absolutely astounding to me that the moment I decided only to go out with men from a fairly narrow physical category, actively discriminating on physical appearance alone, that I met this prince of a guy, with the biggest heart and the brightest smile in the world. I know that the “blonds only” rule would have ended soon enough; I’m not an idiot, after all, and I knew that the rule was idiotic, just a way for me to fool myself into thinking that I was in control of my dating relationships.
I was reluctant to move forward too quickly, knowing that the heart outpaces the mind. I know all this, but when the right one comes along, you don’t throw that away.
I fear that this blog is going to become significantly less interesting; unhappiness tends to produce the best writing, at least in my own case. And I can't remember the last time I was this happy.
posted by M. at 4:36 PM
6 Comments:
I'm so glad you've been enjoying yourself. I was hoping that your silence wasn't just because of emptying boxes.
Glad to see you alive and kicking! Congrats on the new man. We want all the details, every single dirty one!
Congrats! :)
be happy! post hot and sweaty pics of you and the viking plundering villages and each other!
Yeah, describe his horny helmet thingy.
That made me so happy! :) And to think, I was there when the magic happened!!!!!
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